speechless

I 'll never talk again ohhhh
And I'll never love again ohhh
I'll never write a song won't even sing along.. You've left me speechless ohhh.


This song really hits me.. I just wanna shut my mouth and just watch them come and go..
I dont understand myself but life goes on and if he's not for me then i'll let go and walk away.. (hala ka.emo ani uit.. haha nahimuot ko sa ako self.. "LAHI RA JUD NI!" haha)

so i got home from Samal.. Very stressful pero enjoy au... :) I had so much fun with all the participant from our school :)

isa ka pangutana siguro na nasa inyo mind karon kung nganong nag.emote ko well, ang ako lng matubag.. " Lahi ra jud ning nafefeel nako" haha lol..

excited...!!!

oh my god.. i am so excited about the Regional STEP...

We are going to Samal!! i cant wait!!!

So i practiced for a couple of days and you know.. opened my facebook sometimes hehe (sorry sir hangad i cant stop myself)

Its almost competition day and i cant feel anything.. i am afraid that i would feel the fear of loosing hours before the competition because you know me, when i am scared, it takes a lot of guts for me to stand back again.. whoo but i can do this.. i am contented of what i reached,... if i loose then better luck next time at least i was able to be part of the regional step skills competition and i had fun while practicing with my other players.. :)


GOOD LUCK TO US ALL!!!!

i know... but...

ok.. so yeah.. i know i am harsh to him.. not talking to him and stuff but hey, i know even you will not talk to him if every time you both talk, you just repeat everything u said during your last conversation

I know i am over acting when in times that he wants to talk but you people just dont understand how it feels.. i hope you take over my place and lets see if you wouldnt feel the same way..

I know I AM HARSH but u dot understand!!!!!

the day i took a load off...

after weeks of stressful jobs.. i took a load off and went to the pool with some of my friends...
Though some of friends didn't go with me cuz they went to practice for the cheer dance, i still tried to enjoy the day and i did.. it was so fun... :)

Tomorrow, i am planning to join in the practice for the cheer dance but i am afraid..:(

hmm i have nothing more to say.. ohh wait!! i created a new account so please add it :)

i dont believe in fairy tales anymore T_T

when i was young, i always get excited when my mom comes home with a new CD of fairy tales like snow white, beauty and the beast and many more.. and i always see a happy ending at the last part of the story.. the question is... "Will I have a happy ending too?" "Can i have the man of my dreams?"

hmm well, right now, i would say no... Every thing in that story is a lie.. You cant have the man you desire.. it only happens when that man will love you back... I wish i never saw those films.. so now, i wouldn't be feeling this way.. i wouldn't be weeping just because of some guy...

I wish i never new there were fairy tales cuz they corrupted my mind about happy endings, true love, get what u desire.. owww S^&T!!! why did i believe in such b*$^^s*@^!!!

I DONT BELIEVE IN FAIRY TALES ANYMORE!!

truth or consequence

Hmmm for days i've been at home.. trying to pull my self out of my boredom room..


Ive gone to the mall, gone to school, eaten so much and yet i am still bored.. now i am here at school trying to excite myself in lessons but hmm still boring.. i am now typing this stupid post in my blog while i am supposed to be studying.. whoooo..


such a stressful life... Ill be making some moves so my parents will feel what i want them to feel.. truth or consequence,, this simply means,,, you better start telling me the truth or i will start killing you slowly you F&^%$*^     #s$%^&#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!