Live and Let GOD

For quite sometime now,
ive been trapped in the cage of the past
ive been locked in the room of despair and
Ive been mourning about the death of yesterday. . .

I didnt let go of the past and i let it hurt me badly
I lied and lied until now i'm broken...
every time i lie about what i feel,
it breaks me like i am a piece of stick in the great tree of life..

Ive been covering the truth with smiles and anger...
I never asked myself why?
Why do i want to protect myself by hurting myself?
and why cant i let go..?

I am honestly tired of hiding..
Hiding behind the curtains of mistakes.. pain...and depression
I hope one day you will see...
That i am stronger.. braver and happier cuz

I Live and Let GOD!

Finding my purpose is hard.. yes it is
but i am willing to move forward to see it clearly
I pledge to live with God and praise for God
I may commit mistakes but i know my Father will always be there.. just sitting there waiting for me to ask forgiveness and start an new leaf

I know it is not too late..
i know i could still find the light
I know i still could move one..
you know why?
cuz my Father told me so..


He told me that i could still change
that i could still live a life of happiness, love and hope..
I just have to

~~~~~Live and Let GOD~~~~~