confused..''

Despite all those sufferings and hurtful things that happened in my life, i will still smile and be happy 

OK.. so i was planning to type a new and more interesting post today...
I was typing a lot of titles and i came up of putting just one word for the title and my title today is "confused"..


Why confused??? well.... these past few days..I've been thinking about things that i don't tell my friends...
After days of thinking, i came to the conclusion that i really don't fit in.. hm... i fell that i am always out of place.. I feel like i live in a world where i wasn't supposed to be.. Like it was a mistake that i am here..


hm i know my Father, our God, never does any mistake but why do i feel like this?? 
Maybe its just me.. Maybe its my mistake.. maybe i DON'T want to be here.. or something like that..


I like my friends.. but why is this feeling of out of place.. hunting me,...Its trying to convince me to go.. to go to a place where i will feel more accepted and where i will feel that i belong..


I just wish this feeling would change cuz if it wont, I don't know what will happen next..


Until next blog!!