just be yourself???

Today is the day of our examination... 
Last night, I slept probably at 12 or 1 am..
Frustrated, I took a bath and tried to absorb the words in the reviewer so that there would be a chance that i can pass the test... Some of the words were sucked into my brain but many did not.. I was so bothered by other things that i wasnt able to concentrate in studying..


So here i am now.. typing my post about being myself... why?


This is the whole story..


Last night.. my groupmates went to my classmates house to do our thesis.. I told them before i went home that i will attend to the making of our thesis so i asked my nanny to help me tell my dad...she said that it was too late and my dad would freak out... with the guts in me.. i went to the door and shivered.. i asked nanny to text a friend that was there in the making .. the text said that i cant go so if possible, they can give me somthing i could do...no reply.. i waited untill almost 1 am for anyone from my group going online.. but there was none so i went to sleep




and here i am now at school... trying to convince myself to be just me..... 


I even posted at my notes that:


Dont try to fit in...
 just be yourself.. even if it is hard to be out of place, atleast you will never have any doubts :)


i guess this is right but its very hard to feel that your out of place... its so confusing...


I guess i just gotta go with the flow of life and move on...




Until my next blog!!! (i hope i will pass the exam *fingers crossed*)